smile

I want to look at a world that could please me,

a wonderful smile, without a pause

Without the pause of the traffic inside,

of thoughts , of currents, of things,

things that just need to be by the way side

Without the pause of an irritating question,

Without the pause of feelings unknown,

Just a plain smile

A wonderful smile

A year ends

To wonder,

To walk,

To sleep in a dream,

To open a bottle

that's neither lent nor free,

To open my eyes and not see you,

not see you, 'ACJ'

and everyone of you

It's so new that it doesnt even hurt,

It's so fresh that you can only see that,

A blob, that has found its way in

and doesn't want to just pass by,

it's strange,

so strange,

how everything comes to an end.

:( :( :)

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